My life as a boy who likes boys

Food for Thought

Fri, 04 Aug 2006 10:28:34 GMT

"The glory of friendship is not the outstretched hand, nor the kindly smile, nor the joy of companionship; it is the spiritual inspiration that comes to one when [they] discovers that someone else believes in [them] and is willing to trust [them] with [their] friendship."
- Ralph Waldo Emerson

Fri, 04 Aug 2006 10:27:42 GMT

The glory of friendship is not the outstretched hand, nor the kindly smile, nor the joy of companionship; it is the spiritual inspiration that comes to one when [they] discovers that someone else believes in [them] and is willing to trust [them] with [their] friendship.
- Ralph Waldo Emerson

Tue, 11 Jul 2006 18:52:11 GMT

27 things to do in an elevator

1) When there's only one other person in the elevator, tap them on the shoulder and then pretend it wasn't you.

2) Push the buttons and pretend they give you a shock. Smile, and go back for more.

3) Ask if you can push the button for other people, but push the wrong ones.

4) Call the Psychic Hotline from your cell phone and ask if they know what floor your on.

5) Hold the doors open and say your waiting for a friend. After a while, let the doors close, and say, "Hi Greg. How's your day been?"

6) Drop a pen and wait until someone goes to pick it up, then scream, "That's mine!"

7) Bring a camera and take pictures of everyone in the elevator.

8) Move your desk into the elevator and whenever anyone gets on, ask if they have an appointment.

9) Lay down the twister mat and ask people if they would like to play.

10) Leave a box in the corner, and when someone gets on, ask them if they can hear ticking.

11) Pretend you are a flight attendant and review emergency procedures and exits with the passengers.

12) Ask, "Did you feel that?"

13) Stand really close to someone, sniffing them occasionally.

14) When the doors close, announce to the others, "It's okay, don't panic, they open again!"

15) Swat at flies that don't exist.

16) Tell people that you can see their aura.

17) Call out, "Group Hug!"and then enforce it.

18) Grimace painfully while smacking your forehead and muttering, "Shut up, all of you, just shut up!"

19) Crack open your briefcase or purse, and while peering inside, ask, "Got enough air in there?"

20) Stand silently and motionless in the corner, facing the wall, without getting off.

21) Stare at another passenger for a while, then announce in horror, "Your one of THEM!" and back away slowly.

22) Wear a puppet on your hand and use it to talk to the other passengers.

23) Listen to the elevator walls with your stethoscope.

24) Make explosion noises when anyone presses a button.

25) Stare, grinning at another passenger for a while, then announce, "I have new socks on".

26) Draw a little square on the floor with chalk and announce to the other passengers, "This is MY personal space!"

27) Bring a plastic blow up doll and pretend it is your wife/girlfriend and say "Don't yell at me woman!" and throw her into the wall.

If this made you laugh repost this as "27 things to do in an elevator.

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 22:57:03 GMT

SNOW

1
A liquid whiteness closes over
my eyes like an ointment, a watery
salve coating my lids, my lashes:
sleet, an oncoming wall of snow
moistens the sea wind that is carrying
birdlike voices through the wood.
Trees, deep-rooted in rows, disband
into a maze. Tangled bramble patches
lead me astray over brittle iced
pools, miniature lakes in a world
grown small and tricky.

2
Miles-long, a cloud-cover
blows about. Voluminous,
gauzy, it trails in off the gray
sea. Its heavy, wet hem is
bending the bleached marsh grasses. Shaken
out from its innermost folds
that hide the stars, small scintillations,
twisted by the winds into six-armed
shapes, spiral down. White as
fish-bone, as branching coral,
they slowly stack their chances, facet
by roughened facet, carved by their journey
into a starry symmetry. They plane
and glide in bevies; fernlike
wings covered with feathery
vanes, fronds of ice, flash
by flash, draw closer to
the stunned earth.

3
They flock in on the raw wind,
thirsty to scooping up the fresh powder,
savoring its melt and run-off
in their throats. Momentarily sated,
they sink puffed bodies down
through a depression in the glazed crust,
hedonists overcrowding a marbled
bath. They fan their oval wings,
tossing flurries over their preened backs.

4
Knowing all the ways
into thickets and under shrubs,
trackless shadows overtake the wood,
until each leafless bush is quilled
with tinkling, black ice. Punctured
the splintering crust gives way,
as if hammer-struck, opening a jagged
hole that scrapes my ankle.
The night pours from it,
silvery flakes caught in my lashes,
crystalline granules of a salve,
flushed from my sight.
-Billiam

Thu, 01 Dec 2005 02:49:21 GMT

1. One secret.
2. One compliment.
3. One non-compliment.
4. One love note, but it does not have to be for me.
5. Lyrics to a song.
6. How old you are.
7. How long we've been friends.
8. And a hint to who you are.
9. After you do it for me, put it in your LJ and see who does it for you

Thu, 27 Oct 2005 23:38:49 GMT

if you wish -- post an anonymous and
honest comment about something that you
think or feel about me ,
and then copy this to your own journal .
please do this.

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 17:52:25 GMT

Have you recently:
1. Had sex: ummm let's not comment to that one...
2. Bought something: of course...chocolate covered cherries!
3. Gotten sick: I am
4. Sang: Quote From Lauren's LJ survey..."duh"
5. Been kissed: yeah actually a few times...
6. Ate something: yeah...Grilled Cheese
7. Felt stupid: when do I not?
8. Talked to an ex: yeah
9. Missed Someone: yeah recently

Last person who;
1. Layed in your bed: only me
2. Saw you cry: Kaitlyn Butcher? Not real sure...I haven't cried in a real long time
3. Made you cry: Nicholas
4. Went to the movies with: Rachel, Danielle, David
5. You went to the mall with: Danielle

Have You Ever:
1. Said "I Love You" and meant it: Unfortunately
2. Got in a fight with your pet: yeah I totally yelled my brains out...Very stress releiving
3. Been to California: nope
4. Been to Mexico: Nopie
6. Been to Canada: Nah
7. Been to Europe: I am totally living there

Random:
1. Do you have a crush on someone: "crush", yeh sure
2. What book are you reading now: The Book of Atrus
3. Worst feeling in the world: Getting someone, and then losing them
4. Future kids names: Nicholas, Jenica
5. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: yeah...rainbow bear...wow I must be real gay
6. What's under your Bed: well I have a raise bed...so my desk and computer
7. Sports to watch: Diving...or Gymnastics
8. Location: Cedar Point, Ohio
9. Piercing/Tattoos: not yet
10. Do you drink: I have...but like just a shot
11. What are you most scared of right now: ummm never finding a guy
13. Who do you really hate: guys who are homophobic
15. Do you like being around people: kind of...I am a real independent person in general
17. Have you ever cried: Are you kidding me? WHO HASN'T?
18. Are you lonely: ...yes...
19. Song that's stuck in your head a lot: If I loved you
23. Pulled an all-nighter: YEPP~!
24. Been on radio/TV: I don't think so
25. Been in a mosh-pit: not yet...but I may one day

-Billiam

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 00:56:53 GMT

I am feeling great today actually...I went to bed at like 7:30 last night and then got up this morning and had two nalgene bottles full of ice coffee. Now THAT is good stuff. Even though I guess that i was talking WAY to fast this morning and I couldn't stop my hand from shaking when I was trying to take AP History notes...Caffine is an interesting thing.

On another few notes (because I like having more than one note played at a time...it creates pretty chords!):

First the Root of the Chord, Musical rehearsal today totally sucked...I am SURE it was because the talented Katie was not there to be the best ummm....are you the third lady in waiting? but I am totally positive that we sucked today because she was not there...but I also butchered a few lines here and there...haha. but oh well...I have like three weeks to learn them...ARG!

On the Third of the chord, I think I may be having a typical midnight meeting with Neil...we are going to stay up all night and watch queer as folk...because I have never seen it and he says it is REAL good. We will see what is good...LOL! jk

On my FAVORITE, the Fifth of the chord...(I should have gone from the root, to the fifth because I am cool like that and LOVE open fifths...but oh well...)So I think I am going to go listen to some music, run "Mattress" lines, and look at how my life is SO great as of the latter time!
LOVE YOU GUYS!
-Billiam

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 21:51:58 GMT

Took a Quiz...!

Trait Snapshot:

expressive, open, self revealing, loves large parties, loud, social, outgoing, does not like social isolation, assertive, social chameleon, positive, always busy, likes to fit in, likes to stand out, enjoys leadership, brutally honest, trusting, optimistic, desires attention, dominant, aggressive, attachment prone, wants to be understood, realistic

-Billiam

"I prefer the dog rather than the cats..."

Thu, 13 Oct 2005 00:26:40 GMT

Today was a REAL long day. I started off getting up late...almost NO time for my shower. I think I was in and out of the bathroom in less then seven mins...totally a record and not EVER going to happen again, mark my words.

Then I got to school and I realized that I had the freaking PSAT's the first two blocks, meaning that I would be missing both Chamber Singers and Jazz Band...Now as some of you know, I am hating Chamber at the moment...to boring and just miserable to me. But I mean, ME MISS JAZZ BAND? It was TORTURE. Not to mention that the PSAT's were insanely long. I remember that the math was a breeze...just like Mrs. Nelson told us it would be. But the Reading and Grammar stuff took FREAKING FOREVER. It was insane. I was just going to go out of my mind. Luckily it ended eventually.

The rest of the day was okay. French has a new sub for this week before Madame Underwood comes next week. His name was Mr. Barcello...Ms. Stofanak's husband. Well let me tell you, he was REALLY french...Snobby, stuck up, and rude. I mean give us a break...we are only in French one...not French V. We can't answer questions if we don't know what is being asked asshole.

Then I was off to Musical, where me Jeni, and Alex sat out back and did ABSOLUTELY NOTHING FOR THREE HOURS. It was Ridiculus. And they expect us to come tomorrow also when we all know that we will never get to our stuff to block and we will be doing nothing yet again. but oh well...what can you do?

When I got home, I listened to my messages, and low and behold, SRT called...about Peter Pan...For all of those who don't know yet, I auditioned for it at the beginning of the month. So I was listening and I am being offered the role of a pirate right...and then they say that they will PAY me if I accept the role...and not just like 80 dollars or something. I mean, they are offering FREAKING 375 dollars for two months of rehearsal and show. GOD HOW EXCITED AM I? Oh yes...Billy is going to invest in a real computer for my room that ACTUALLY works. So we will see.

I actually have to leave all of you lovelies and go finish up some of my Pre-Calculus homework...ARG...Talk to you in the morning all!
-Billiam

Thu, 06 Oct 2005 22:09:27 GMT

So for all of those who don't know yet, it is Kyle Skillin's B-Day...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIM!!! But I am invited to spend the night over his house after the party on Saturday...It should be really fun. I am really excited to actually get to spend some time with Kyle, not in a public, party with other people who are horny, kind of way. It will be real nice I think. So I guess that I will update when I get the urge to...I am not really in the mood to do a real full update...but yet, when am I ever?
-Billiam

p.s. Kendra, I missed you so much and thanks for being so worried about me. I LOVE YOU! It is so nice to have you as one of my BEST friends. I can't wait to go bowling tomorrow...I HOPE...cross your fingers that it goes through~!

Funny Convo

Tue, 04 Oct 2005 23:20:46 GMT

her [7:17 PM]: do you like the oboe more or less than the sax?
Wmann1me [7:17 PM]: oh I thought you just said sex at first glance
Wmann1me [7:17 PM]: lol
Wmann1me [7:17 PM]: MORE
Wmann1me [7:17 PM]: WAY MORE
her [7:17 PM]: LOL
her [7:17 PM]: lol, what is your stance on oboes compared to sex?
her [7:17 PM]: haha
Wmann1me [7:17 PM]: lol
her [7:17 PM]: that's a joke
Wmann1me [7:18 PM]: well you don't really stand...
Wmann1me [7:18 PM]: lol
Wmann1me [7:18 PM]: jk
her [7:18 PM]: OMG
xAlaska Piex [7:18 PM]: I had just put a sausage in my mouth when you said that
xAlaska Piex [7:18 PM]: >.<
her [7:18 PM]: OMG
Wmann1me [7:18 PM]: lol
Wmann1me [7:18 PM]: wow that is dirty
Wmann1me [7:18 PM]: lol
her [7:19 PM]: you started it :-p

I do love dirty shit!

Mon, 05 Sep 2005 23:17:05 GMT

Tomorrow is almost here...TWO BIG THINGS HAPPENING IN ONE DAY!

For all of those people who don't know, it is my sweet 16 tomorrow! OH YES

And school is going to start...I am really about to leave and got get some hot clothes so that you all will drool over me tomorrow at school!!!

Okay then I will see some of you tomorrow! LOVE YOU ALL LOTS!!!

-Billiam

Mon, 29 Aug 2005 19:38:52 GMT

Since there was so many problems with the comic, I am just going to give you all the link...IT IS SOOOO FUNNY!!

http://ohmygods.timerift.net/strips/2005/03/26.php

Mon, 29 Aug 2005 00:19:36 GMT

Haha. This is such a funny comic!!!

-Billiam

GAH!

Tue, 23 Aug 2005 16:41:52 GMT

"If you press me to say why I loved him, I can say no more than because he was he, and I was I."
- -- Michel de Montaigne

OMG

Sun, 07 Aug 2005 21:09:16 GMT

Quick Question for the Friends...

IS THERE ANYONE OUT THERE WHO WOULD LIKE TO GO TO SEE ROCKY HORROR WITH ME, RACHEL, DAVID, AND MARGARET??? WELL IF YOU ARE AT ALL INTERESTED, THEN COMMENT ON MY, DAVID, OR RACHEL'S JOURNAL.

The plan right now is that we get together and get ready saturday afternoon/night and have a "party," then we all go to see the show in Portsmouth, at Seacoast Rep. We need to know by thurday if anyone is coming so leave your name number and address, and we will get back to you soon!!!

LOVE YOU ALL TONS!!!

-Billiam

Sat, 23 Jul 2005 00:50:33 GMT

1. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.
2. I will then tell what song reminds me of you.
3. I wil tell you what bugs me about you.
4. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
6. I will tell you what color you remind me of.
7. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. Put this in your journal.

O! Now me!

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 20:01:00 GMT

Name 20 people you know:
01) David
02) Kendra
03) De
04) Lindsey
05) Tanya
06) Audrey
07) Katie Way
08) Rachel
09) Brinee
10) Emma
11) Ali
12) Buggy
13) Col. Tibbs
14) Brittany
15) Margaret
16) James
17) Katy Hanson
18) Mary
19) Megan
20) Katie Thomas

How old is #7? 16?
Are you best friends with #10? WE ARE THE BEST OF! Lol Actually we are really good friends...not best
Would you ever date #19? Ummmmm...Sure and she would date even me...a gay man?!
Have you ever hooked up with #17? Ummm...sorry Katy! NO
Do you hang out with #4 on weekends? No..but we did see each other at the fireworks!!!
What's #11's middle name? HAVE NO CLUE>Ali...help!
Have you ever been in a fight with #2? Yeah..once...but we got over it and it was a LONG Time ago...when I liked girls!
Is #12 a boy or a girl? Girl.
Do you like #3? LOVE HER
What's #18's favorite song? NO IDEA
Have you ever went shopping with #8? YES LAST WEEKEND!!!
Does #13 have a screen name? Yes.
Do you talk to #5 a lot? Not as much as I would like to...but sometimes
When's the last time you hung out with #10? School last year...BOO
Who does #14 like? don't know!
Do you live near #16? NOT EVEN IN THE SAME STATE!
What's #9's biggest wish? TO BE A CHORUS TEACHER!!! LIKE THE LOWELL!!
Is #6 considered popular? Umm, well in the Music wingers...OF COURSE DUH!!!
Does #15 like you? I HOPE SO!.
Have you ever had a sleep-over with #20? Nope but it sounds fun!!!

Redcoats and Rebels book review for JENI LEE

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 19:59:07 GMT

This is the best review that I found online...hope it helps!

Redcoats and Rebels is a succinct history of the American Revolution as told primarily from the British perspective. Like the United States, Great Britain has lost only one major war in the last three centuries, and such a singular defeat begs for close examination. Christopher Hibbert, a renowned professional historian, provides the British perspective on the war with his typical pithy style and insights. While there is nothing radically new in this book, Hibbert succeeds in providing a narrative with great insight into the decision-making processes and senior leadership on both sides. Redcoats and Rebels is suitable for either general audiences or specialists who desire background on the British high-level conduct of the war. However, American readers may notice certain sensitivities that have not faded with time and Hibbert fails to ask the hard questions about why Britain lost its American colonies.
Redcoats and Rebels consists of 25 short chapters, each covering a specific phase or episode in the war. In addition to illustrations, some simple but decent maps and a detailed bibliography, Hibbert provides an interesting appendix on the post-war careers of the major participants. Overall, the narrative is well written and flows smoothly. These pages are obviously written by a professional historian.

Ultimately, Hibbert points to three reasons for the British defeat: poor leadership, the difficulty of the terrain and the tenacity of the American rebels. Hibbert is particularly scathing throughout the book in his criticism of the senior British commanders who fought the war: Howe, Clinton, Burgoyne and Cornwallis, as well as the senior political leadership in London. Although the British won battle after battle, their leaders seemed to lack the killer instinct to finish off the Americans when they had the upper hand. The fact that Howe could sit in Philadelphia and not attack Washington's tattered army only 20 miles away at Valley Forge in the winter of 1777-1778 seems almost miraculous. One British officer at the time lamented that, "our generals and admirals don't seem to be in earnest about this business." Although Hibbert only touches on the subject of British motivation, it seems evident that most of the senior British leaders had serious doubts about the war and that a certain fatalism crept into decision-making. Hibbert's criticisms of British generals, who often seem more concerned with lavish dinners and mistresses, is not always fair since Howe and Burgoyne both demonstrated tactical competence. The second factor that determined defeat, according to Hibbert, was the rugged and expansive nature of the American terrain, which always provided the rebels with places to escape British offensives. There is no doubt that the British army in America was too small for the task; Hibbert notes that the British estimated that they needed 50-75,000 troops to subdue the rebels but never had more than 35,000 troops available at any one time. As the Americans found in Vietnam, the British could control any terrain they occupied but their forces were just too small to fight war on such a continental scale. Previous campaigns against rebels in Ireland, Scotland and England had not had to contend with such major terrain obstacles or distances. Finally, Hibbert credits the tenacity of the Americans - particularly Washington and Greene - with protracting the war until British resolve dwindled.

One major area that Hibbert only skims around is the issue of strategic objectives in America. Did Britain really have a chance to achieve a military victory and if so, what strategy offered the best chances? Hibbert does hint at the British strategic dilemma when he notes Cornwallis' efforts to raise loyalist troops in the south. With limited troops, Cornwallis could either protect the loyalist areas in a defensive strategy or pursue the rebel army in an offensive strategy. Without sufficient loyalist troops, the British effort in America was probably doomed, but a strategic defense that protected loyalist areas would inevitably yield the initiative to the revels. British commanders were split on the horns of this dilemma; Howe and Clinton were more or less content to hold the loyalist base in New York, whereas the more aggressive Burgoyne and Cornwallis made (fatal) efforts to catch and destroy the rebel armies. Hibbert's narrative also exposes the essentially one-dimensional approach of British strategy in containing the rebellion; the British relied too heavily on their own professional military and under-utilized the enormous political and economic tools at their disposal. Indeed, the main factor inhibiting the rebel war effort was always lack of hard cash yet the British made only modest efforts to go after this weakness. Politically, the British might have made more concessions earlier to encourage loyalist sympathies, but their envoys were never serious about compromise.

Finally, the question of war mobilization is also addressed in part by Hibbert. Fundamentally, Britain never committed the army and navy resources to achieve a decisive military victory in America, but that does not mean that these resources were lacking. Hibbert notes an interesting point about the King's dilemma in raising new army formations: enlisted manpower was cheap and readily available but the officers could draw half pay for ten years after their units were demobilized. Instead, the King relied on hiring large numbers of Hessian mercenaries in order to avoid the overhead costs associated with the enlargement of the British Army. Although the British only had to fight the Americans for the first three years of the war, large army and navy forces were retained in Great Britain in order to deter French and Spanish intervention, but this deterrent effort was a failure. Essentially, Britain opted initially to fight the war on the cheap but was forced into a gradual military escalation that kept the war going but could not win it.

Reviewer: R. A Forczyk (Laurel, MD USA)

Sat, 09 Jul 2005 01:36:06 GMT

SO I know that I promised to update my Journal tonight...but I am not really in the mood...
I LOVE YOU ALL BUNCHES!
-Billiam

NO. Really!

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 19:35:56 GMT

Okay you all out there...I know you haven't seen my journal in a while...I have been posting a whole lot recently, it has all just been private. I needed time to myself for a month to clear my mind without worrying who was going to read it. I am going to start posting normally again soon...but right now I am kind of busy...I will try posting a REAL post tomorrow night.
LOVE YOU GUYS BUNCHES
-Billiam

OH yeah...check out what I found! BOOYAH GIRLS!

The Perfect Man

The perfect man is gentle—
Never cruel or mean.
He has a beautiful smile
And keeps his face so clean.

The perfect man likes children
And will raise them by your side;
He will be a good father
As well as a good husband to his bride.

The perfect man loves cooking,
Cleaning, and vacuuming too
He’ll do anything in his power
To convey his feelings of love on you.

The perfect man is sweet,
Writing poetry from your name.
He’s a best friend to your mother
And kisses away your pain.

He never has made you cry
Or hurt you in anyway.
Oh, fuck this stupid poem!
The perfect man is gay!

Thinger bobber that I stole from Kate Way

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 01:25:20 GMT

A- Age you lost your virginity? Not Yet
B - Band listening to right now? Maroon 5
C - Car of your dreams? BRIGHT YELLOW Ford Focus
D - Dad's name? Ken
E - Easiest person to make laugh? AUDREY
F - Food you miss most? Bologna Cups (hey me too Katie Way)
G - Any encounters with ghosts? A few but nothing major
H - Person most hated at the moment? Noone really
I - Interesting unknown fact about yourself? I have made out with a girl, thinking I was really attracted to her...HAH like that could happen
J - The first letter of the last person who broke your heart? s
K - Kissing with eyes opened or closed? Closed for sure
L - Last time you did LSD? n/a
M - Most memorable moment you can think of in a minute? Streaking with Arik and Audrey and Kendra and Katie and Jenn and Jeni
N - Nicknames? Billiam, Will, Billy, Bill, Evy
O - What's the most valued possession? MY OBOE
P - Paper or Plastic? Paper
Q - The last quote you heard: "Ummm is that boy gay?"
R - What are you allergic to? Nothing at all in the least
S - Song you Last Listened to? Unce Upon a Mattress
T - Time you woke up? 8, Church
U - Fav. pair of underwear? Dark Blue ones...
V- Vegetable you hate most? BEETS
W- What are you the most afraid of? Being alone
X- X rated love life? Sometimes
Y - Year you were born? 1989
Z - Zodiac sign? Virgo the virgin...and my sign is a NAKED LADY!! WHAT A JYP

I LOVED THE PARTAY

Sun, 19 Jun 2005 18:37:44 GMT

Yay I like small font. So it ended up that I really was invited to that partay that Jen was throwing...Last night was one of the most fun times I have had in a long time… it was so much fun. Here is the synopsis and just to let you all know, I was just a little wild...so be warned...

We ended up picking up Audrey, Brinee, Rachel, and Kendra and we were off to the partay. Well we needed to get to Wells...let's just say we ended up in Ogunquit and Jen had to come get us and bring us to where we needed to be...We got to the partay and it was just kind of fun, except for some certain people, that will remain unnamed as of this time, who were just being stupid and making everybody hate them. Audrey was just laying on the ground so I joined her and for some reason that I am not sure that we even know to this day just started laughing our brains out... "NO" that made us laugh and we just laughed and Laughed and laughed...Jen's parents probably thought we were drunk but we weren't lol. Then our stomachs were hurting SOOOO much from laughing so we decided to take a few mins and go outside where we ended up just spitting everywhere...Fun times. And Jen's dad I guess went up to her while we were on the ground and asked..."ummmm is that boy, ummm, gay?" When she told me that in the car on the way to the beach I just laughed so hard...oh yes...the car ride to the beach...VERY FUN!

SO we were on-route to the beach and we had like eight people in the van...which only holds seven. Noone wanted to ride with Beth and Derek so they ALL rode with us. We all had balloons filled with HELIUM BABY. Some of us had two even. And come on. When you have eight teenagers in an enclosed space with Helium balloons, what else do you expect us to do? OF COURSE WE SUCKED THE HELIUM! And I must say that Katie BY FAR has the best helium voice. SO we were all like high on helium when we got to the beach. "Hey can I have a sip?"

We got to the beach and we just were all walking along the water. It was so nice just to get to walk with friends. Me and Audrey kind of just ended up getting WAY away from the other people and we just talked and walked...Did you know that me and Audrey walk WICKED fast? We had to keep slowing down because we were walking so fast. But I think that it was so nice that we both got to just catch up and talk. She definitely needed to just get some stuff out and likewise for me. Although it really REALLY made me realized how much I really miss my Nick and if you are reading this, I MISSED YOU SO MUCH LAST NIGHT. I was thinking about you the whole night. When me and Audrey realized how much we had walked, we decided to turn around and try to go find the rest of our NOBLE party...I think we walked like two miles or at least a mile.haha.

We found the rest of the group and we were all just laying there on the sand which was very nice, but Audrey and I (AGAIN I KNOW...ME AND AUDREY HAD A GREAT DAY) decided that we would build our names in the sand. That was so stress relieving and nice. But my name was WAY better than Audrey's and I ended up helping her finish even though she started before me and I finished before her. It was really nice...So we are all just sitting there and then an ingenious idea just pops into our head. Hey we are at the beach...we should go swimming! By this time we thought we were the only ones on the beach and it was like 10 and the water was FREEZING. So Audrey went in first bless her soul *spit spit* and then me and Katie followed...Last was Kendra. The water was wicked cold but it was so nice to be swimming at night with friends. We got out in a little bit and went back.

Then Arik showed up. It was then for some reason that we all just had the urge to go streaking...So we did. Arik took his boxers off first, then I was next. The four girls, Jeni, Jen, Kendra, and Audrey, did not fully streak. They just all had their tops off...So me and Arik decided to run while the girls just walked...Well we were running and singing some freedom songs (" Born free, as free as the wind blows, as free as the flowers") and we looked over and there was this guy just sitting there watching us...we just kept on running laughing even harder from the look on the guys face. We thought we were alone. Then we put our clothes back on for the time being. We were laughing so hard from the people and the gilrs had been like swinging their bras when they saw like two other people sitting on the sand...so the people saw LOTS of naked plae butts. so we went back to our "station" and decided to go swimming AGAIN. so this time it was like TOTALLY dark and while me and Audrey were out there, we decided to just take our bathing suits off and go skinny dipping. FUN STUFF. It was so much fun. "I see Audrey's Butt." "You guys my shorts are stuck around my LEG!" It was just such a good time.

So we were all cold and we piled into the car to go home. Audrey went with Arik and everyone else was in there. I decided that I wanted to Sleep on the way home so we cleared out the trunk and I slept in there for the ride. When we were going to drop Rachel off, we decided that we would stop at Borderline...Only the train bells and lights were spazzing out and just kept going off even though there was NO train. So after five or ten mins of just being stopped, Me, Kendra, and Rachel got out of the car and just RAN AROUND IT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD. It hurt our feet on the pavemtn but it was wicked fun. The people behind us must have thought that we were CRAZY. We ended up just running the Lights and going across anyways. WE got some food and then went to the Berwick Elementary School and just sat in sleeping bags and jsut talked and swang on the swings. It was wicked nice. Then we had to go...We dropped off Kendra, and then Rachel..Actually switch that order around...Rachel then Kendra. Then we just went home and SLEPT YAY!

SO it was a WICKED CRAZY night filled with lots of fun action and such. I had such a good time. THank you to all who made it nice and thanks to Jen fo inviting me! I HAD SO MUCH FUN!

LOVE YOU ALL BUNCHES!!

-Billiam

YAY

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 19:13:16 GMT

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